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Joined on 6/30/08
Posted by Entice - May 16th, 2018
It's insane how resistant society is to the truth. I got outside every day, and it seems like everyone in the world is delusional. The simple reality is that they're all wrong and I'm right.
I see these girls going outside, and getting called men everywhere they go, but they're clearly women. I can tell just by looking at them. It's sad how society hasn't adapted to this simple truth yet.
One day, we'll look back on this and laugh. The cis will be the new minority.
What will you do with this knowledge that I'm so generously granting you?
Posted by Entice - May 13th, 2018
I think NG is too much of a distraction for me right now so I'm going to leave for a while.
I tend to get distracted by internet forums and spend all day on them when I'm feeling depressed.
I need to get a second job and probably a way to make money on the side so that I can afford my surgeries and move out of my parent's house.
I will probably still log in every once in a while but I will not be active on the BBS.
By the end of this year I hope to have reached my goals.
Anyways bye for now.
Posted by Entice - May 8th, 2018
I really sick of this shit tbh
One of my best friends from college just graduated with a master's, I haven't finished my associate's yet. I failed one class this semeseter, and dropped another. I feel like an adult child. Like I'm a teenager that can't take care of myself.
I work a menial job and live with my parents, and I'm about to spend what little life savings I have on my transition surgeries.
I have almost no close friends left, and few dating prospects from what I've seen, despite being told that I'm "pretty". I haven't gone out and done anything fun with my friends in months. I haven't made a new friend in years.
I've been hormones for four years, and I still get called sir/he on almost a daily basis at work (the only time where I interact with the general public). I might as well have started a year ago for all the difference it's made. I didn't start working on my voice until a month or so before and I sound like fucking mickey mouse. I think if only I could finish this, I'd feel better enough to work on college etc. but I just have barely enough money for it.
The kicker is that it's all my fault. I blew all my money on drugs when I was younger. I dropped out of college several times and changed my major 3 or 4 times. I've wrecked several cars. I've quit several jobs just because I was too lazy/high to show up. I racked up a few thousand in debt while trying to live on my own. I alienated my friends with my impulsive and sometimes destructive behavior.
I really am a worthless piece of shit. That last paragraph is the real me, through and through.
Posted by Entice - May 5th, 2018
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