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Posted by GuerrilleroHeroico - April 8th, 2014


Do you ever feel that something is off? That something is wrong and you just don't yet understand or can't articulate to yourself what it is?

That's how I feel right now, even though things are going fine. Probably better than usual. Even though I have moments where life feels surreal or I think everything's about to be fucked. Maybe I'm just feeling apathetic and nothing is better than it ever was. Or maybe it's worse.

Do you understand? I sure don't.

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Holy fuck, you like the Trailer Park Boys?

Loved the movies

I know exactly how you feel. In fact I've had somewhat of gray cloud starting to hover over me on most days for several years now...You just learn to cope with it over time and become apathetic about the feeling. It's not a strong feeling by any means, but an unpleasant, lingering one, and there's no rational reason for it to be there, so you don't exactly understand it, and thus it's near impossible to communicate/express the feeling to other people, as you said.

That's been my demeanor since 2009. The best one can do in those situations is prepare.

I'm already stocking up on 9mm ammunition and Funyuns

Than you're on the right path.