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GuerrilleroHeroico

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I Guess that I'm a Terrible Person

Posted by GuerrilleroHeroico - August 27th, 2011


Honestly, I have a hard time talking to people, even online I don't always act like it but it's very difficult for me.

I guess that I'm a selfish fuck in real life because I eventually ruin every friendship that I ever have. Maybe it comes across everywhere that I go.


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I hate talking to people online because technology can capture my personality and jokes(yet), i hate talking to people in real life because no one can take my voice and accent seriously. Many friendships of mine should end because I'm a self centered, narcissistic, picky, prick with low self esteem. I hate humans for reason thats not there fault, I judge everyone, and one day I hope to look down on everyone and see there broken sprites through there eyes with satisfaction that they know there place under me. But because I hide some of this I still keep my friends. I hate myself for it but I have to in order to achieve somethings I need done. It kills me inside but I deal with it. Does this make me a terrible person? "Humans judge, God understands".

"technology can't capture my personality"

Not necessarily, IMO it means you are going through a lot of changes that don't give you enough time to adapt.
I usually play lots of chess when I feel like that